對 / Face
Andrew J. Russell, official photographer for the Union Pacific
There is a face a man makes
for the camera, another
for his commanding
officer. But I don’t get close
enough to see. I let the gandy
dancers stand
as they will beside these tracks
the company orders them
to build. Shovel
by shovel mouthed up
from cold ground.
Their shapes, not eyes
I am to graft
upon collodion. Here
where the railroad’s
nerve and flash
tremble over towns like
packed organs.
Mechanics are the flesh
I photograph. The men
are just for scale, frames
to elaborate
a different immensity. Not that
of war, the trenches
my outfit trolled, scouring
the churned-up fields, sun’s
blank eye staring us down–
Battle remnants I turned
to stereoscope– each
punched-out hole
doubled, in its parlor
viewing, to a face.
What parent, what sweetheart
dared to look?
The last we took
was a bloated rebel
an assistant propped
beside a gravel pile that,
in their converging
lines of sight, seemed
to reach and scratch
my own eyes out.
The gandy dancers, I’m told,
are former soldiers.
Just living.
The crack of gunpowder
barely stirs them.
They laugh as they work
in this shelter of a canyon’s
shadow. Tender
against its stone
lip rising like a wave
about to break above them.